Tuesday, October 13, 2009

How do I react...

How do I feel...
At first of course in deny, it is impossible that would happen to me, I seldom get sick. The more Dr. appointments I went to, the more it sink in me.

In acceptance of the fact that " I have Cancer, not only that I have the most populate Asian Cancer. How do I help myself, what would Mom says, how would Sophia reacts... These are the worry I have more than regarding my illness.

Mom is still a mess, there are still ups and down emotions. Sophia is strong and she handle it very well.

How I feel? I have to be positive and try to be as happy as I can. Not to worry too much which is hard for me.

I am OK so far..

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